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What do you expect from me? What am I not giving you? What could I do for you to make me OK in your eyes? This is my Vietnam...I'm at war...They keep on dropping bombs...And I keep score
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

 today was better
i dont really remember it....it kinda went by in a blur
it was like i went to sleep in my mind n let my body do all its movements
like...i could hear myself talking but i didnt really realize that i was saying
it was really really weird
all i pretty much remember is sitting in science arranging all my papers cuz im a disorganized freak
n i also missed the bus half an hour ago cuz mr.stevens kept us playing until AFTER the bell rang AND i had to go get this sheet from Mr. machecknie for the arts festival shiznat
i liek...barely got to the bus. they were pulling out as i got there
w/e
yesterday i went upstairs to take a nap cuz i felt relly sick but i fell asleep unil 5 mins to 8 when my dad jabs me in my arm n asks me whether or not im going to piano lessons
....i was like, "no. did u ask mom if its ok if i stay home?" n hes like, "no" ....yea i already knew my mom wouldnt let me stay home so i jsut got up n went to piano lessons with fuckin huge stomach/head pains. i felt like i was gonna throw up
n i got home n didnt do ne of my hw but i did start my thigh exercises up again but i cheated last night n only did 30 instead of the 75 thingys i was sposed to do....i was liek, "im sick. i can do less today n ill do more tomorrow."
doubt it
w/e ill just end up being fat. dont relly care
ait peac out i have hw bibi lyl

Look at me
Oh, i am dying slowly
But so are you
And you're not the only one
Look at me
I'm here to hunt you down
And I will destroy you
I will enjoy tearing you apart

I am anger
I am hate
I am evil
Laughin at your mistakes
But I am love
And I will forgive
So bring me into your heart
Let me live

Look at me
My tears are streaked with crimson
What am I now?
What have I become?
Look at me
I am the devil in disguise
I act like an angel
While I feed you lies

Drown
In quicksand
No one here to save you
Anymore
I've left
just like you've abandoned me
Before.
My soul
So black and blue and empty
Oh, no
more love
Just say goodbye to me

blah lol it sucks
but i like the chorus =D

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