| | ech today sorta sucked
had my piano shit this morning n had to skip half the kabalevski cuz i
messed up n i couldnt find where i was so i jsut started in some random
part of the song that happened to be on a WHOLE OTHER PAGE
fuck
but i did my Debussy pretty well with liek mebbe 1 noticeable mistake,
my Bach was damn near perfect n my Mozart was satisfactory but my
teacher said i rushed
w/e
came to school n liek...less than 15 minutes in the day is tarted feeling liek shit
i moped around spanish until lunch. o n in spanish we had a test n i
think i did well all on my own!!!!! i was relly proud of myself
at lunch i was super hyper cuz megan was there n i always get hyper when im around megs
then i went back to spanish where i moped again
at the end of spanish we played this game where the teacher told us a
word n we had to find the past tense form of the word n i knew
liek...all the words except for one. i was happy
health i was hyper with megzz
then i moped around half of band n hung out with DJ the other half cuz we werent doing nething
so we started talking about crosses n djs like, "i have a cross" or
something n he looks at me n hes like, "you have two" n im like
"...yea" n hes like, "i like ur gold one." n josh says something n dj
says something n josh is like, "im christian!!" n djs like, "i am too."
n im like, "im half christian" n djs like, "but u wear 2 crosses n i
only wear one." n im liek "yup."
so yea it got me thinking bout religion again n how like...i relly dont
believe in god half the time nemore....its more like im mad at god and
im like....how can he exist n have all these bad things happen to
people that love him and trust in him and believe in him
w/e im not gonna start a whole religious thing here....maybe another day. im not in the mood
bai lyl
here's todays song =/
My daily life writes the eulogy, engraved on tombstone diaries
laid to rest with the passing of time
Seems to me that even love can die
And the rituals, that fade away, and the roses that cease to be laid
And to me it clearly appears that we're already one foot in a very shallow grave
blah i have returned
i think i have enough money for THIS
and if i try really hard to save money... THIS
oh i wish i wish....but the parentsll prolly say no =/
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